I know it shouldn't, but it hurts

I need to feel it out out out out out get out it feels too much on my insides stomach rocks heart talks I don't want it to don't want it do not do not not on my mind 'til now now it must come out rock rock feel out of touch feel too much don't please don't please keep me here there was safety for a little bit of insanity but sanity sanity becoming hurts becoming hurts I must become for the end too much end too drown drown look up through the sound feel through it sink to it let feel me out out of touch let it go.