not looking forward to tomorrow.

i'm not ready for the weekend to be over. i don't want to get up early tomorrow, shower and put on the clothes i have to wear to work that barely resemble the kind of style i want to show when i face the world. i don't want to have to get to my cubicle and fret over the tasks i have to do that make me nervous, like calling for medical records. of course there's no real reason for me to be nervous about these things, but i am anyway. i also fear the sheer boredom that causes me to take facebook breaks. i hate that i do that. as a matter of fact, i'm going to stop once and for all. starting tomorrow, when i get to my desk, i'm going to check facebook, etc. right away (because i won't check it in the morning at home) and then not again until before i leave at the end of the day. not that i'm not productive, but hopefully that will help force me to do the things i've been avoiding.

i'm also not exactly sure when my predecessor returns, or if i want to stay longer when she does. the money would be nice...