Monday, June 22, 2009

i also tried to start another scarf

tonight when i got home. disaster. i know i just have to keep trying and start over again, but it's so frustrating when i'm still learning and have no idea why my stitches are going wrong.

i need to calm down.

recently i've just been really hot-blooded and angry with almost everything. i need some time alone. even hanging out with friends tonight was a little much. i mostly just wanted to be at home writing or knitting. i forced myself to stay out longer, though, because i don't want to be like my mother, and things got better and i had a great time.

but i'm hoping that at the latest, by this weekend, i'll find my notebook and get some much-needed, long-overdue writing done in the peace of the poconos. aside from the friends lulu is bringing to celebrate her birthday.

in the most pathetic way i hope none of my flc 'friends' are up this weekend.

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